Basically I think I get it but I was lucky this time.
2019 I watched the Tour of California, not really active, but when I thought about it and managed not to forget to tune in. The only stage I remember is stage 6. As the race unfolded I decided I'd root for that young Slovenian kid, I had also ready about a while ago earlier when he was a junior by accident. He really had to fight that day, and in the end won less because of his good sprint, but because Higuita overcooked the last corner. So Pogacar won, I was happy, and I had found an exiting rider to cheer for. Little did I know I had struck gold.
That of course showed itself later that year, and I was pretty happy one of my favorites did so well. Fast forward some years and I lucked on cheering for the dominant guy for once. I was introduced to cycling when Ullrich came in 2nd, but I had no real idea of what was going on, as I was very young. Same happened when he won, though I do remember the celebrations about it on TV. After that came Armstrong, and then Sky and it was endless suffering when it came to GTs, especially because Sky was basically controlling any action out of the races. And things were ridden so defensively overall.
So not only was I lucky cheering for that guy, he also then turned out to be the kind of racer I really enjoy watching, so I only got more drawn in.
So, after 14 Tours won by Armstrong and Ineos, I kind of enjoy being on the winning side of the spectacle for once with my sympathies. I'm sure that won't be the case very often in the future.
But of course total dominance is at some point boring, and the it can't be avoided that the Dominator becomes a symbol of what is obviously going on at the moment.
Being introduced to cycling basically around the time Festina happened, and then Lance and the never ending story of his undoing, while also coming to an understanding that my own favourites didn't loose because they didn't dope, I was left with little illusions to the doping issues of cycling and sport in general. I for example clearly remember Jan Ullrich being asked about the charge of A samples being tested positive. He was not shaken even a little, and was obtimistic that nothing would come of it. What I was already convinced about before became a fact for me that day: all my heroes are doped as well.
I adopted the stance of my grandparents whom I watched the Tour with every summer for years when I was young, and visited them in their part of Germany. They were both very hard working people before they retired and said: Even if they dope, they still do hard work. That was enough for them to admire what was going on. It's not that my inner argument is the same, but I basically adopted trying to appreciate sports with the knowledge that the romantic facade was just that, a facade. Also it seemed to me, and it stills seems to me today, that cycling was the only sport in which the *** fairytale stories normal in any other sport were questioned and there were always people knowledgable and willing to discuss this. It's a much harder argument trying to get a normal football fan even to listen to you, when it comes to doping.
I think the way sports is run is reflective of our societies which are run pretty badly imo, and I've personally decided to enjoy sports when I can, also as a distraction, and instead focus my anger not on it, but on the deep *** we are all in.