And here it is...
GdS: How do you feel?
RR:Thrilled. Nervous. Curious. Different.
GdS: Different, why?
RR: So much has happened, the world crashed down on me.
GdS: You?
RR: Like I had lived 10 years in 2.
GdS: It was thought you could have made your return already for Milano San Remo, instead your team, Ceramica Flaminia, wasn't invited.
RR: I didn't follow the course live on TV, but over the phone. I was at the airport in Catania. I was returing home form a period at altitude on Mt. Etna with Anzà and Celli.
GdS: An exhilerating final.
RR: I had said at the start that Friere would have won. And I have witnesses. Friere has an extraordinary capacity to gamble: he doesn't ever make a move, is never seen, is confident of always finding an ally from another team that brings him to the finish line. And he often nails it.
GdS: Instead for you, no San Remo and not even the Giro. Were you expecting it?
RR: I feared it.
Gds: Why?
RR: It's evident that they wanted to give me a suplementary year of purgatory, as if to the two years of hell wasn't enough. It's obvious they want me to atone for all my sins.
GdS: Or the sins of all?
RR: This, you have said.
GdS: Is there a persecution against you?
RR: Yes, enough, quite enough of one.
GdS: How do you see things?
RR: It's unjust. I don't see the difference between my case and all the others who were disqualified fro doping. We made a mistake, we paid. It's only that some have found the door partially open, if not wide open. Me, no.
GdS: That is?
RR: If I'm not mistaken, there existed a rule which violates , to whomever was disqualified for doping, to be hired by a ProTour team. Rather there have been some who have been hired. I'm thinking of Basso, of Vinokourov. And because the ProTour teams get to participate in the big races, they race. Instead I was only hired by a second rank team. And because the second rank teams get to participate in the big races only when invited, I don't race them. Technically I'm ok with it, legally no.
GdS: Well then?
RR: Patience. I'll do other races. Now it's Coppi&Bartali, then the Settimana lombarda, the Giro di Trentino, the Giro dell'Appennino. And with the team we'll evaluate if it will be possible to participate in some foreign races.
GdS: Unhappy, tortured, mad?
RR: Resigned. And most unhappy for the team, that believed in me, and for my teamates who deserved to do the Giro. I'm thinking of Andrea Noè, who never stopped training to be prepared for the Giro. And he's 41 years old and an example of dedication and honesty.
GdS: How's the peleton going to welcome you?
RR: There will be he that pretends not to see me, he that won't say hi, he that will give me a pat on the back and he that will be welcoming. To some I'll always be unlikable. Someone else will give me their solidarity.
GdS: What are your thoughts about it?
RR: That I wasn't the only one to make a mistake.
GdS: There are those who still criticize you because they say you were never sorry.
RR: It's not true. I have always said I'm sorry to everybody: teamates, adversaries, fans. What should I have done, thrown myself out the window? I said I was sorry to cycling, to the cycling community, to the cycling world. It's just that...
GdS: It's just that?
RR: It's just that I'm not diplomatic.
GdS: What do you mean?
RR: There are those who are so good at playing the "nice guy" game. Instead I just can't do that.
GdS: Is it diplomacy or hypocrisy?
RR: That's a play on words.
GdS: They say you are reckless and abrasive.
RR: In these past months I never responded to their charges. I sustained acuses and insults. Like a boxer, in the corner, with bowed head, I took the blows.
GdS: Physically how are you?
RR: I've had good sensations in training. But training isn't racing. I'm desirous to test myself. It will be the road that gives the final verdict.
GdS: Homelife?
RR: Slowly, slowly (piano, piano) things are falling into place.
GdS: How's your son?
RR: Up till now, between camps and problems, I haven't gotten to enjoy him much. Alberto is crawling, almost walking. He's a wild one. He wobbles. He says hi to me. He's starting to understand I'm his daddy. And this moves me.