Now, you used the word hero and if you're regretting that word choice I completely respect that, but inspiring? Okay. Inspiration calls a person to action. What is your action? To cheer? To go out for a ride? Maybe if you're
of the mindset you'll feel inspired to dope. Fine. But these are just selfish acts. No different than watching an episode of Baywatch and feeling inspired to head down to the adult bookstore and load up on porn.
All this watching cycling, blogging about cycling, reading about it, going to the forums... it's all just mental masturbation. Blissfully believing the athletes to be clean? I don't know. Maybe it just makes it more real and creates a greater sense of urgency and importance? But there's nothing important about bicycle racing. At least not the outcome. (Although some good can come from sport, Jackie Robinson for example.) Outcomes, personalities... none of it matters. We only assign unearned importance to it. It's interesting and that's all.
Look, you know they dope and if you want to enjoy Pro Tour cycling again you'll have to evolve your thinking. Cheating is not bad. It makes things
more interesting. The biochemistry, the raids, the confessions, the tell-all-books, this forum, the aforementioned forum, motorized bicycles and on and on; it can, if you allow it, add a new dimension of interest to the sport.
It's not like I'm not following you on this. I understand what you're saying. It seems fake. It is fake. But fake doesn't make it meaningless. It was meaningless before it was fake. If you like riding or racing your bicycle you will not be able to stop watching bicycle racing.
NS, you've got embrace it. Embrace all of it like a sweet lover because even the sweetest lover has something about them you don't like.
It just is what it is, brother.