Did you read the first post in this thread? Let me help you, because forums and threads and stuff can be hard sometimes.
Here's what OP wrote:
Here's what I wrote:
In other words, when I am trying to get fit, yes, the difficulty to do so, particularly as I get older lends me a sense of empathy for the riders coming back from injury, or the riders who are getting older, who do not recover as well as they used to, or struggle to get fit again (Jan Ulrich, every January after Christmas).
That is what I am saying.
If you seriously read my post as me admitting to doping to get fit again, I think you have an anti-me agenda you should check at the door.