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Great Landis Blog by Adam Myerson (Mountain Khakis)

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(slightly edited to remove historical info on the original Pretty Boy Floyd)-OP


Pretty Boy Floyd
Submitted by Adam Myerson on Thu, 05/20/2010 - 13:59.

So by now, I'm sure you've heard about Floyd's confession. The Wall Street Journal broke the story, apparently, and there's an excellent follow up on ESPN.com. I'll let you get caught up rather than recap it here, because I want to get at what I think is the heart of the matter. Before I could even write it myself, Floyd said it to ESPN:

"I don't feel guilty at all about having doped. I did what I did because that's what we [cyclists] did and it was a choice I had to make after 10 years or 12 years of hard work to get there, and that was a decision I had to make to make the next step. My choices were, do it and see if I can win, or don't do it and I tell people I just don't want to do that, and I decided to do it."

I've actually had a blog entry about Floyd percolating for a while. I've been racing with him a lot over the past two seasons since he came back. And much like Tyler, Floyd was (is) always really nice to me. Says hi, smiles, is friendly. He doesn't ride around with an attitude, he doesn't yell at guys in the races, and when he has legs, he works hard. There was definitely a lot of "parade riding" in his first year back where he seemed to just be showing up, going to the bar at night, and not putting a lot of effort into the races. But when his form came back around, he was always willing to work for his teammates.

And so just as I did with Tyler, I struggled when Floyd was nice to me. He was not the same guy I raced with back in the day, when he was a mountain biker dabbling in the road races, or on Mercury after that. I wanted to spit on him. If he was near me in the pack, I made a point of not giving him room. If he was coming back from an attack or I was passing him in a turn, maybe I turned a little wider than I needed to. You can't make room for someone you consider invisible, or a pariah, right?

Well, that kind of negativity eats at you, too. It doesn't feel good to go out of your way to **** with someone, and it takes something away from you. Eventually I got over it, and tried to just treat Floyd as a human who deserved a certain amount of consideration and respect. All we really want to do is race our bikes. I needed to let Floyd do that, too.

Late last season, I started to turn the corner even further on Floyd. Maybe it was the collection of Sunday nights at the bar, watching him buy people drinks after races and just generally being a funny, friendly, approachable guy. Maybe it was him saying hi in the elevators at race hotels, shyly, but with that mischievous smirk on his face. Maybe it was just watching how he kept his head down in the races, was just happy to be racing his bike - I dunno, but at some point I decided I liked Floyd Landis. And I didn't really know what to do with that.

At the same time, at no point did I think Landis was innocent, or that he hadn't been doping. But every time I'd see him talk about it, I felt like he was always winking while he did it. My understanding of Floyd's position went something like this: "Oh **** yes I doped. I doped just like everyone else did. I did not invent doping, and I understood that at the level I was at, it was part of my job description, like Lance, like George. So why should I be the only one who goes down for it?" I saw Landis fighting the charges not because he hadn't doped, because like all his peers, he had. I saw him fighting it because he thought the system was ****ed up, and I mean the whole system. The team he was on that encouraged him to dope, the labs that didn't follow their own rules, the UCI that had its own interests to protect. Why would any of us expect Floyd to "do the right thing" here, and in his mind, take the fall or be the scapegoat for a system he participated in by choice, but that he sure didn't invent?

And honestly, why should Landis have confessed at that point? Why shouldn't he fight the charges, if the mindset of the guys at the top level is that doping is part of the job? To understand this, you have to think about doping as the equivalent of slashing or crosschecking in hockey, or traveling in basketball - essentially any kind of play that's subject to a penalty. When someone gets called for crosschecking, you don't think of them as a cheater, do you? But of course, they're breaking the rules. They are absolutely cheating. But it's part of the game, and absolutely mandatory to be successful at the game, to hook or slash or crosscheck as much as you can, while still getting away with it. The point is not to NOT slash or hook. The point is to not get caught. In the previous generations of pro cycling at the highest level, this was the mindset. It's not about morals or fair play. It's just a game. It's not real life, and this is how the game was played.

On another hand, you have to also consider doping in the mindset of rider health. It may sound backward, when we're told that doping has long lasting, negative health effects. But when you train and race at that level, you literally make yourself sick with training. Hematocrit is suppressed, hormone levels drop, and the doctor comes in to bring you back up to normal health. The biggest risks appear to come when you go over the top, and try to turn your mule into a race horse. But for those guys, they have mechanics to tune the bikes, so why not doctors to monitor their health? In their insular, narrow world, it doesn't even appear to be an unethical choice. Ethics aren't even on the table. You're just in, or out.

You see the difference after guys come back, and you presume they're racing clean. Tyler and Floyd, when they were racing in the US were good, top level. They were both obviously, always talented. But it was always strange to be racing crits and being competitive with guys who won Olympic gold medals and the Tour. I found it ironic that after all they'd been through, they were right back riding in circles in America with me, like we were ten years earlier. Of course there were plenty of guys who DID say no. Danny Pate, Mike Creed, Tim Johnson - for me those are the glaring examples of guys who had a chance to be pros in Europe (Pate and Creed on Saeco, Tim on Saunier Duval) at a time when doping was still de rigueur, but unlike Floyd and Tyler, just said no and came home. And now, in a cleaner era, you see them competing at the highest level of the sport. I believe in those guys, and I think they're representative of the other path that was available to Tyler and Floyd.

Landis' defense wasn't about whether he was guilty or not. Of course he was guilty of doping. He knew it, and he knew you knew it. His defense was against being the scapegoat, being the one who took the fall. His defense was an attack on the hypocrisy of the system. So why finally come out with it now, during the TOC and Giro? Why the **** not now? If you're Landis, and you know that despite serving your suspension and being free to race, you'll never be allowed back in at the top level, why not burn the whole ****ing thing down? Why should Lance get to be an international star and hero to the world, when he's guilty of all the same crimes as Landis? Landis clearly loves bike racing and just wants to race his bike. If he can't play, then who can blame him for calling bull**** on the whole thing?

So burn down Babylon. Burn pro cycling down. There will still be racing, there will still be races. Burn it down, so we can build it up again new. I condemn Landis' original decision to participate in a corrupt, immoral system. But I'll stand in front of the flames with him and watch it burn.

I'll shake his smokey hand the next time I see him.
 
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Absolutely fantastic post. I will read that blog from now on. Great writing.
 
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Yep, a fascinating read. It's good to read the perspective of someone who is close enough to pro cycling to actually understand how it works, and what the thinking must be in those circles. This post makes more sense than anything I've read on the subject in a long time.
 
That was very well written and presented a perspective I would not have thought of. There must have been a tremendous amount of pressure in that era to dope if you wanted to have any chance of racing at the top level of the sport.
 
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As good and interesting as the article is, though, I do think the idea of "burning down" pro cycling and "starting over" is pretty simple minded. Clearly, until there is a profound shift in social values, wherein there is no more value in winning than in participation, and where participants are not identified with commercial interests (or where such interests no longer exist); and where doping is considered by all to be tantamount to not participating; - only then will it be possible to really "start over." Anything less will simply involve re-establishing what already exists. So why destroy it in the first place? Instead, try to minimize the most egregious practices and de-emphasize winning at all costs. But don't expect miracles until there is reason to expect them.

And I don't think Landis had any noble motives for doing this; I think he was employing, as someone somewhere else called it, the "nuclear option," and doing so out of sheer vindictiveness. I think he tried to blackmail Armstrong into putting him on the team, and, just as when he blackmailed Lemond, it didn't work. Hard to believe Amish country could produce that kind of character, but there he is.
 
Blakeslee said:
That was very well written and presented a perspective I would not have thought of. There must have been a tremendous amount of pressure in that era to dope if you wanted to have any chance of racing at the top level of the sport.

I lose track of how many times I've heard about "that era" in the last 20 years. Seems every time 3 years go by "that era when everyone doped" keeps shifting forward 3 years. I'll bet a grand to anyone that in 3 years someone will post about "that era" regarding right now.
 
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red_flanders said:
I lose track of how many times I've heard about "that era" in the last 20 years. Seems every time 3 years go by "that era when everyone doped" keeps shifting forward 3 years. I'll bet a grand to anyone that in 3 years someone will post about "that era" regarding right now.

You are about right. Cycling has some dog year thing. Every 3 to 5 years is an era. Aero bikes and helmets,on the bars shifters, carbon fiber,SRM all have been eras.This kids blog is well worth the read. Funny how he comes to like Landis and still always thinks he is a doper.
 
The Mayor of BBQ said:
Pretty Boy Floyd
Submitted by Adam Myerson on Thu, 05/20/2010 - 13:59.

So burn down Babylon. Burn pro cycling down. There will still be racing, there will still be races. Burn it down, so we can build it up again new. I condemn Landis' original decision to participate in a corrupt, immoral system. But I'll stand in front of the flames with him and watch it burn.

Amen, brother.
 
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cyclestationgiuseppe said:
The era of doping in cycling? The whole history (era) is chock full of dopers...

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_doping_cases_in_cycling

There has never been a clean peloton.
And there will never be a 100% clean one either. But the doping culture could end. You could have a lot cleaner peloton. The riders could have a choice of competing at high level clean. We could watch the races and actually believe that the winners are pure. No point in giving up just because the Utopia will never happen.

And yes that blog was very well written.
 
Maxiton said:
As good and interesting as the article is, though, I do think the idea of "burning down" pro cycling and "starting over" is pretty simple minded. Clearly, until there is a profound shift in social values, wherein there is no more value in winning than in participation, and where participants are not identified with commercial interests (or where such interests no longer exist); and where doping is considered by all to be tantamount to not participating; - only then will it be possible to really "start over." Anything less will simply involve re-establishing what already exists. So why destroy it in the first place? Instead, try to minimize the most egregious practices and de-emphasize winning at all costs. But don't expect miracles until there is reason to expect them.

And I don't think Landis had any noble motives for doing this; I think he was employing, as someone somewhere else called it, the "nuclear option," and doing so out of sheer vindictiveness. I think he tried to blackmail Armstrong into putting him on the team, and, just as when he blackmailed Lemond, it didn't work. Hard to believe Amish country could produce that kind of character, but there he is.

The solution is not about de-emphacizing "winning," it's about de-emphacizing DOPING to win.
 
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The Mayor of BBQ said:
US Road and Cyclo-Cross Pro Adam Myerson posted this take on 'Pretty Boy Floyd' on his facebook earlier.

I'm not sure I agree with his final conclusion, but he makes some really good (and accurate, IMHO) guesses at Floyd's motivations throughout the process.

http://www.cycle-smart.com/blog/2010/05/20/pretty-boy-floyd

thanks for posting that. it is aways nice to read some great sports writing in these days of talking heads and tweets.

i have been slowly gravitating away from the sport over the last couple years and i fear that unless something drastic is done, cycling in america is doomed.
 
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BikeCentric said:
The solution is not about de-emphacizing "winning," it's about de-emphacizing DOPING to win.

Uh-huh, OK, I think you're on about semantics. "Winning at all costs" means the same thing, i.e. we love a winner, hate a loser, if you can get away with it and win, you're golden. Game on. That is winning at all costs, and that's what needs to be de-emphasized.
 
Maxiton said:
Uh-huh, OK, I think you're on about semantics. "Winning at all costs" means the same thing, i.e. we love a winner, hate a loser, if you can get away with it and win, you're golden. Game on. That is winning at all costs, and that's what needs to be de-emphasized.

Okay I agree.
 
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I personally am sick of hearing about doping

I wish they could just race with no tests, no suspicion

Because 95% of them are doping

I just don't care

I wanna watch a fast, hard bike race

it seems that now a days, there is more coverage of doping than of racing

there have always been dopers winning races and not getting caught

there will always bee dopers winning races and not getting caught

so let's just enjoy the sport for what it is... a drug-fueled cockfight on two wheels
 
The Mayor of BBQ said:
I personally am sick of hearing about doping

I wish they could just race with no tests, no suspicion

Because 95% of them are doping

I just don't care

I wanna watch a fast, hard bike race

it seems that now a days, there is more coverage of doping than of racing

there have always been dopers winning races and not getting caught

there will always bee dopers winning races and not getting caught

so let's just enjoy the sport for what it is... a drug-fueled cockfight on two wheels

Most of us don't agree with you sorry, especially those of us that are currently racing. I don't appreciate being told that I need to stick a needle in my arm for your enjoyment thank you very much.
 
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Adam Myerson summed it up. We need to burn it down for all of those atheletes of Greater potential that didn't want to give in to the pressure. They deserve a clean house as compensation for their naive, pure pursuit of this phenomenal sport.
Then we'll have to keep watching for the next thing.
 
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BikeCentric said:
Most of us don't agree with you sorry, especially those of us that are currently racing. I don't appreciate being told that I need to stick a needle in my arm for your enjoyment thank you very much.

Very good post. Thank you.
 

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