Tinman said:
Galic, interesting post. I think I agree in principle with most of what you state, although suspect I am more tolerant/understanding/forgiving of human frailty than what I see you express, as well as personally still more gullible also I suspect. And I don't see this in myself, or anyone for that matter as something "weak" or "to be sneered at", although it has cost me at times, but also returned for me as trust invested in the right people gives great returns.
2 questions remaining:
- do you have anyone in the current peloton with reasonable results that you say warrants enough doubt to be "clean until proven otherwise"
- do you yourself trust anyone in life sufficiently to invest in this trust, ie make yourself vulnerable to them
As this is what worries me with your thesis. What's left to live in life if one can no longer invest in trusting anyone. It's a lonely life left on web forums sneering at naive trusting folk? Not having a go by the way, just illustrating.
This is professional sports we are talking about. I never stated the primary outlook I described as being void of trust, let alone being without faith. Actually I should requalify what I said. The primary knowledge base is about understanding. Without understanding one does not improve, one cannot prosper beyond a set point and ultimately one can be left in a futile struggle in life with no prospect.
When you have enough knowledge to read a system that is in place and discern it's reliability and safety which in regards to cycling pertains to it's cleanliness. It's kind of like doing a mental audit and being able to look at the whole picture and go, bang, bang, bang those things are there and these things which should be aren't.
Regarding understanding. Everyone has their limit. I cut slack for people...to a degree. Then I take into consideration knowledge base. Most people read like open books and play their cards poorly. It doesn't take long to determine where people sit. I'm more than prone to biting people's heads off unjustly, but I do apologise and have done many times on this forum. But mostly I don't single people out initially, to pick on them. Actually an initial reply by me is predominantly to re-qualify a position they may have taken that is based on naive thinking or totally incorrect data/knowledge, aka they are simply uninformed. Basically the first time it's educational. After that? Well if one wants to bang on and on and on...get the picture? I think the forum is here to discuss doping, not distract from discussion simply because one doesn't like the subject matter. For example, Ezio Auditore da Firenze said "the tenet of our creed is that everything is allowed and everything is permitted." How else does one attain understanding and universal truth if you don't permit every idea, stance and ideology to be tested? Again...the mental audit comes in. You test it and give it a rating. Good, ok, iffy, odd, dodgy and completely bogus would be one scale. As I said, there are degrees of understanding and no absolutes..
- do you have anyone in the current peloton with reasonable results that you say warrants enough doubt to be "clean until proven otherwise"
Hmmnnnn. That is a good question. I'd say Chavanel pre 2012. This year I think its pretty clear Quickstep profited from one of the Lotto doctors. Note Chavanel's chrono improved...suspicious IMO. Post 2010 Basso. Ivan gets my faith. He's either clean or close to it this year and last year. I had quite a bit of faith in Linus Gerdeman, was good in 2007 on T-Mobile and garbage afterwards for Milram. Then he signed for Radioshack I operate under the assumption you ride for Johan, you're either doing something or are prepared to if needed. Gerard Ciolek gets my faith and so does Tyler Farrar. I don't think they dope. Oscar Freire but he retired. Before he was at Garmin, Thor Hushovd. He was a little too good in 2011 at the Tour. But this year he and Gilbert were not as good. I put that down to changing doctors and programs. Too strong IMO when on form to warrant any belief they are clean. Kreuziger I have always liked. He's had decent results, but has come short quite a bit at Astana. I don't think he is doing what a lot of his rivals are.
This year has made me rethink some things, but that is just a by product of continually reassessing things. Cancellara...I'm not convinced he is on any super duper program this year or last year. 2010, yeah sure, but not this year. Daminao Cunego...decent enough that he can get wins when others stuff up, but not dominant enough that he is a marked threat when he races. Then again Lampre have been in the news in Italy way too often this year...I even heard his name mentioned in some CONI talk. You just don't know or if you have faith, one reference and the portion of faith you were willing to give or discretion's and hearsay you overlooked...well that reverses. Oh and pretty much all the Rabobank guys. Gesink, Mollema and Boom...if they are doping, they are doing it wrong. In terms of pointing fingers, they are worth bypassing IMO. I also like Dan Martin but not his cousin Nicholas Roche. Dan is the gifted one...good sporting genes on both sides of the family.
- do you yourself trust anyone in life sufficiently to invest in this trust, ie make yourself vulnerable to them
Are you suggesting I want a relationship with a pro cyclist? Because 'investing' in that trust mentioned above kind of implies this. Yeah not my type dude.

My requirements for personal relationships that match your description are that the person (female of course) is not;
a) fake personality and disingenuous. I've met a few fake people and learnt my lesson the first time, thus I can spot them a mile away in heavy fog >>> pattern recognition and yes I can spot them well. Actually, the few I've met have hated me treating them like they aren't the bees knees and calling out their BS. Absolutely hated it and thus I became dispensable. The person I'm thinking of was egocentric...you can live with an egotist but not an egocentric individual. They are users. Don't fret, I know them when I see them. Some are harder to spot but I've gotten the weeding out down to a good art form
b) somewhat intelligent by my standards of what constitutes smart. Look I won't insult anyone nor demand people be of a certain IQ, heck at uni I did tons of friends work and helped people out because I find most things pretty easy, but as I said, if I were a scheming diabolical sociopath with egocentric tendencies I would have no moral compass and would do whatever I could get away with. Short story, if you're not at a set IQ, we wouldn't be on equal footing and they'd have no idea what I was doing or clue of the level I was operating on. At all. And it would annoy the other person because I'd hold my standard and they'd have trouble keeping up cognitively. I'm not talking book smarts, there are many forms of intelligence.
c) Backbone and mental toughness. I don't sugar coat the truth.
d) Non smoker and physically active. Because I don't smoke and I am fit.
Does that mean I'll trust a person? Hell no. That's where personality, beliefs and your own personal ethos come into play. And I can't write that bit down, you've got to do it yourself and another person has to believe it. If a person is upfront and honest, well that sets a good starting point and future tone IMO.
BTW as it stands, I trust my dogs. We have a few dogs in my family. I trust them unconditionally. They're malamute and husky. I trust some of my relatives...my brothers and sisters. One of my parents...to a degree. The other I trust, but also I understand how they operate and they are conflicted and at heart a drama queen. Other close family members? Yeah I have one family member I trusted who went bat *** crazy 2 years back...don't trust them anymore for a damn good reason. Have another who is completely senile. Have a lot of friends I trust. I'm not complaining, I could be a lot worse off. For the most part I am self reliant. Kind of learnt to be.
I thought you might like this tid bit. My sisters boyfriend was in my grade at school but in a town 60km away. He went to school with a very well known Aussie cyclist. This guy currently races and everyone knows his name locally. I'd have been in his grade if I lived in that town. You'd have heard of him. Probably the one Aussie cyclist you wouldn't pick a fight with, because of his unpredictability and size. His mum worked at the uni I went to. Doping aside and yes I talk to my sister and her boyfriend about it when I see them, the bf gave me the low down on this guy. He was straight to the point, the guy is a do#chebag. Absolute tool. Disliked by a lot of people at school. A lot. So he didn't even flinch when I suggested the guy this dude protected on the road was a doper. Heck I'd wager there are some guys in that town who'd know for sure if he doped. Small town reps hold true for the most part in my experience, especially where I come from. The grapevine knows all. As for pro cyclists...look I ran the doping side past my friends in early 2009 at Easter in Newcastle. They said straight up, that they thought most of the top cyclists were dopers and these people are smart, educated well paid guys who know squat about cycling. I didn't need to go into detail...people know dude, it's just whether they can be concerned to care or acknowledge what is going on. It's about how your brain is wired and conditioned. People kind of need a USADA type event to go through the process where they fall into line and go "yeah, I see they were doping now." And yes, most hush up and conveniently forget how just a moment ago they were of the opposite train of thought.