Barrus said:
To be quite honest I have never felt this way, nor know of anyone who has. But I think it's also best to just put thoughts like that out of your mind, in reality if you worry a lot about something, it won't prevent you from getting an accident
Back "home" in the NL I would happily put on blindfolds and peddle about. On the wrong side of the road. Cars and bikes have pretty much perfected the merry dance of sharing the same road space. Drivers even anticipate the almost anarchist way bikes move through traffic, for obvious reasons. They are or were all bike riders who just happen to sit in a car for a bit.
Then I moved to Scotland (2 decades ago), and traffic here terrified me. All the more as I am programmed to think that cars know what they are doing, and I would instinctively cycle according to the "rules" of the Dutch dance, which assumes a competent partner at the opposite side. Which is the surest lottery ticket to hospital you can buy.
The reality was (certainly then, but it's getting better at last), bikes on the road are alien objects to car drivers here. Whenever I get to a roundabout I am never sure if the driver approaching me from another lane is even aware what the actual road rules are. Even worse, some panic when they see a cyclist, and they suddenly do daft and unpredictable things, putting yet another worrying variable into the equation.
If you head into a lane where cars can go one way, but bikes are allowed to go both, it's Russian roulette. The actual accident
s I have witnessed on those streets usually involve a car driver getting out of the car and berating the cyclist on top. The actual bike lane drawn on the road and a sign at the top of the road notwithstanding.
Cars frequently cut across lanes if there are no other
cars approaching. Often they don't see you, as they are programmed to spot "big vehicles" only. Sometimes they actually think they have right of way. If one of the regular cyclists here hadn't had the bike handling skills he had when another idiot cut him off turning left, I would have witnessed a fatality just one week ago.
What rules a car driver think they should follow when approaching a roundabout is anyone's guess.
Thankfully over the last 4 or five years bikes on the road are become a more regular occurrence here in town and on the country lanes, and I do feel a heck of a lot safer these days. But every time I take to the road, I cycle with "a head" that assumes that the ones in the car have no idea what they are doing, and I keep myself very safe on the road by giving cars no space for silly behaviour. If I judge there is no space to overtake me, I take a position that makes it impossible. I
never assume I will get my right of way.
It doesn't help that (functional) cycle paths and lanes are next to non-existent up here (although that too is
slowly changing), and where they do exists they have often been designed by people who evidently have never sat on a bike ever, and who just looked at manuals without understanding what they read.
And that there is often exactly
one road to get you from A to B in Scotland, meaning you will share the road with all the traffic, including the fastest, dangerous, and most impatient drivers around.
Conditions have been improving rapidly though. Although they will never get anywhere near the Dutch cycling nirvana.
As an aside, biggest city thrill on the bike has been to take a 3/4 turn around the Arc the Triomphe, during rush hour. There is something utterly glorious being in the middle of a 12 lane car carousel "out in the open". I made it very clear where I was and where I was going, and my "confidence" and clear flagging seemed to put cars at ease too. Amazingly, it all worked flawlessly. Not one horn beeped, not one car that make me feel even vaguely unsafe. Not sure if I would do it again. But as an experience, it was superb.
And my partner yelling behind me "it's not a bloody cycle path, it's a bloody blue line!" Never heard the end of it
