for what it is worth I will share my thoughts because i just finished this book. no fact here just a rider and observer. I might be off base and I am sure there are a few of you who will point it out as they typically do to a lot of posts so let me say now I suck it.....I know thanks in advance
I am no technical expert with regards to doping schedules and the regiments and products used. I am a fan and a rider just over 45 now and trying to compete in a masters group. I find the masters to be more work than anticipated years ago perhaps looking forward to being a fit and fast old guy back then because of the number of ex pros.
All sorts of ex pros road and mtn guys who never stopped training among other things. I have discovered there are advantages to sitting in for the pull before I drop off the back on group rides besides my lack of fitness to pull at the front...one of them in training in the tendency for dude to talk about war stories and the good old days etc.
A lot of what is posted here by many of you more informed people fits the bill is all I will point out. Quite accurate really...
I will say that there are guys I ride with who openly talk about their now "prescribed" use of Testosterone. Many of them find Doc's who prescribe testosterone on a non symptomatic basis; based on the generalization that testosterone helps with the effects of male aging etc. They use it for training however. I know guys who can afford to purchase HGH as well and do. We are talking about married with kids and a mortgage guys who used to be pros and your everyday ex cat 1 fit guy keeping up...just to get over on the Sunday group.????
I recently found Positively False on the stand of a 99 cent book table at the local. I bought it for the buck.
To get to a my point let me say that reading FL's book and my experience stated above, i feel there is a culture in our sport that breeds cheating and denial and it has been in the sport forever only the technology has changed. That is not news of course but news to me is that it appears to be constant
Floyd in particular I feel is a victim of this culture. I am not suggesting that he is innocent and I never bought the book prior and have been his biggest critic. I feel the book proves he is a liar. I feel he needs to take responsibility and become accountable in short.
his book it is a good read as mentioned in the beginning. It is clear that he is a good old boy who loved to ride and discovered he was good at it. As he describes his Tour year in the little detail he does I got the impression he was describing it exactly as he thought it might be every time he put his head down in training to bit the pain all the years prior. Like a kid throwing a no hitter in the world series in his back yard. I found it a bit odd like describing a dream. maybe the next time he describes it it would be different...
Someone mentioned that Floyd is a simple guy. I think that is accurate and that is ok. The problem though is He is a guy perhaps who does not have the intellectual sophistication and attention to detail required to master such a schedule. But he is and was caught in an environment that endorsed it and he chose to partake not understanding the detail and attention required to mask it and caught.....
The underlying theme of the book is a "why me" denial IMHO
My first reaction to the latter chapters was "Damn here is a guy who clearly didnt want to, or couldn't, distinguish Testosterone, HGH, EPO and the like from Gatorade, YooHoo and Cytomax." Because perhaps everyone is doing it but also because the system cant distinguish between them either.
I am no psychologist but early in the book Floyd takes a few indirect shots at Lance and JB. Right away I felt this was an indication that he feels that if they got away with it why cant I. Or he was never in the elite club....and bitter.
I enjoyed the book because it surprisingly took me in a direction I did not think it would. It reads like a classic addict dependent story...Like he was telling his story with out his sponsor at his side....(not that I know these things)
The denial is a symptom also to classic addiction. Perhaps he does have a drinking problem. Perhaps the pressure to compete led to the drink as well and the pressure of the post positive was worse.
I just hope FL is on his bike now for the right reasons. Not because aids the denial....