- Good Evening Lance.
* Good Evening Oprah.
- I will go straight to the point: did you ever dope in your entire career?
* Yes, I did. The first time in the 1990's. Before my cancer. There is a high chance that my cancer was caused by my doping.
- Do you mean that doping substances can cause cancer and provoked your cancer?
* Yes. Testosterone and growth hormone are well known carcinogens. That's what I took just before I had cancer.
- Were you aware at that time that these doping substances can cause cancer ?
* No. My knowledge of cancer was very poor at that time. Actually that's what happens to most people who learns they have cancer. They do learn about cancer only when they get it. That's an important problem. Actually that's one of the reasons why I founded Livestrong in 1997.
- Does this mean that you stopped doping after you had cancer?
* No. After my cancer I had to make the most difficult choice of my life. The moment I learned that I had cancer was terrible. My life radically changed that day. As it does for all people who learn that they have cancer. Cancer is an atrocious disease. When someone learns he has cancer, he does not understand why. Why me? Why now? People with cancer do only get aware of cancer after they have it. This had to change. I had to change that. From that time the main goal that I had in my life was to make people more aware of that atrocious disease. But how to achieve that? I was not a medical doctor. Neither did I have a PhD. I was just a cyclist. Thus I had to win races so that I could tell more about my own experience of cancer survivor and in turn to raise awareness of this evil disease. But at that time most were doping in cycling. Thus in order to reach the goal of my life I had to take doping substances again. That was a terrible choice. Doping gave me cancer but in order to fight against cancer I had to dope again. I had to dope to win races in order to make people more aware of cancer.
- You just told me that doping substances can cause cancer. Did you risk your own life to reach the goal of your life?
* I minimized the risk to get cancer. From 1997, I did not take growth hormone and testosterone anymore. Rather, only EPO and blood transfusions. EPO is not as carcinogen as growth hormone and is a very efficient performance enhancing drug in cycling. Also, there is something that I learned during my fight against cancer: to never give up and to go deep inside me to find some energy that I had not even thought of.
- Do you mean that your cancer helped you to win the Tour de France?
* Yes. My victory over cancer gave me more strength to train a lot. Really a lot. Maybe I learned how to suffer on a bike more than others because my body knows how to suffer to win against cancer.
- Therefore you doped to make people more aware about cancer. What was your feeling at that time? Cheating for a good cause?
* I'm not proud to have taken doping drugs. But I'm very proud to have saved some lives. Thanks to my doping. Thanks to Livestrong. If you ask me if I would do it again, I would say yes because my doping helped to save some lives and I know how cancer makes people suffer.
- between 2005 and your come back in 2009, you spent much time in the fight against cancer. Did you dope after that?
* No. I raced clean in 2009 and 2010. At that time, hopefully, it was not necessary anymore for me to dope to empower cancer survivors and their families. Doping was less prevalent in 2009 than it was in 1999. This is confirmed by the 3rd place that I got in Paris. I'm more proud of this 3rd place racing clean that all my 7 TDF wins doped.
- You claimed at many occasions that you never doped. Why lying during so many years? Many believe that lying is worse than doping.
* Until 2005 it was not possible to admit. You have to understand that both doping and lying were intrinsically related and part of the system. When a rider chooses to dope, he does also make the choice to lie. I sincerely thought about admitting after that. However, the risk to not be able to compete again in order to make more people aware of cancer was too high and therefore I decided to ride clean the TDF in 2009. Also, you have to understand that it was very difficult to admit, not because of the consequences that I would face, but for Livestrong. Any admission could have ruined Livestrong. The foundation was dependent on my credibility. I made many sacrifices in my life to raise awareness of cancer through Livestrong. Doping is disgusting, I hated to dope since I got my cancer from my doping, but I was forced to do so to save more lives. And to admit doping meant less lives to save.
- in other words, you lied to protect your foundation?
* Yes. I sincerely apologize to all persons who believed that I was competing clean. I had to dope to create Livestrong and then I had to lie to help the foundation to save more lifes. Life is made of difficult choices and, believe me, to dope after I had cancer precisely because of doping was not an easy choice.
- But then why admitting today?
* Hopefully, yes I repeat, hopefully, USADA investigation does allow me to admit my doping today. I thank USADA and more particularly Travis Tygart for that. As soon as the evidence was strong enough, then it was clear for me that I had to tell the truth for all of those who trust in Livestrong and the fight against cancer. That's why I sit here now in front of you: to tell the truth in order to defend Livestrong and the fight against cancer, and, hopefully, to make it still stronger and save more lives. I know that I take a big personal risk, that I will face strong consequences, both legally and financially, but I'm ready for that because I know that my admission will help in the fight against cancer. I'm here to tell everyone how cancer is atrocious and that they should trust in all people who work for Livestrong.
- Thank you Lance.
* Thank you Oprah.