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thehog said:First of all I wish your family and friends all the best.
For me it’s a personal thing. It’s not something that should be talked about in every post in reference to my thoughts on cycling or Armstrong related topics. I don’t need to say “I fought this disease” to have credibility. Everyone’s pain is their own. My experience with cancer is not better or worse or trumps someone who has a deaf grandmother!
Yellow wristbands, yellow balloons, t-shirts and fist punching doesn’t soften the physical pain and the pain that the families and friends see from a loved one wasting away.
As you would know there comes a time after grieving that you move on. A certain amount of time passes and you want your life to go back to relative normality. Often my objection to Armstrong is that he’s trying to relive that feeling of overcoming cancer. You can’t. People hate to say but there is an aphrodisiacal quality to overcoming something like cancer. There is also a great relief although you are in a great deal of pain when someone dies after suffering so much pain. I felt relief but I never spoke of it because it was disrespectful but I also felt a great about of energy that I could now achieve anything – after seeing death that is. Everyone who has had cancer knows about this “feeling” – the feeling that you can do anything because of what you had or what you saw. However in saying all this - there comes a time when you’re no longer a survivor and you are a normal person again. There comes a point when you move on. Lance won’t do this and not because he wants to represent the illness because of what it brings him – the marketing, the status, the money the notoriety and most of all “the feeling”.
The comeback 2.0 to raise “awareness” I personally believe was the most disgusting acts I have ever seen in my life. Lance would obviously argue that he’s doing a good thing but the comeback really didn’t have a lot to do with awareness but more with Livestrong Inc. which is Armstrong Inc. His profited well from the comeback. In fact he’s profited extremely well but to do it under the guise of “awareness” is well, its sick. If he wanted to come back and do it for himself to prove he can beat the younger guys then good. Go for it but to disrespect me and my family by telling me he’s doing it for “them” with a Nike logo emblazoned across his message is fraudulent. Because he aint’t doing it for them, he’s doing it for himself. Period. Most of all who elected Lance to represent “them”? I certainly didn’t. And do we have a choice in the matter that he speaks for the cancer community?
Finally. He’s a bad liar and a even worse cyclist.
Thanks for the well wishes, and kudos on an excellent post. It allows me to better understand your criticisms. Many times I don't understand where your comments are coming from, but that makes sense, and though I tend to disagree, you make excellent points. I know he is an ego-maniac of sorts; that's why I feel it necessary to draw the distinction between my support of the LAF and LAP (the person). Sometimes people may confuse my supporting the LAF with an unwavering devotion to him and Team Radioshack. That's really not the case; there is a casual interest though.
EDIT: I do agree with your comments about post cancer feelings. I haven't experienced it personally since, fortunately, I haven't had cancer, but I have seen it that and other illnesses. You described it very well in that paragraph.
Also when I respond the way I do, I'm not being argumentative. It's more of a jestful banter than anything, not to be a ***. Maybe that gets lost in the translation. My favorite users in these forums are the ones I can respectfully disagree with.
