I've read nothing in these last 115 pages that has given me any hope that Armstrong will be held to account for 1999 - 2009. I just can't see it happening, and that saddens me.
Every article you read regarding this issue has comments below, and the vast majority of the comments echo the same arguments of 'never tested positive', 'good works', 'French', 'Haters' etc.
For those of us who've actually taken the time to delve a little deeper into the history of the period it is an immense frustration. We know he doped, and not just doped, but doped on a truly epic scale. We know he hides behind 'cancer', but not just hides behind it, he profits handsomely from it. We know he's fought people, but not just fought them, but actively tried to tarnish their names, their business and their credibility.
And he does all this knowing that these people are, in the end, if we take away all the lawyers, sponsors, authorities, strip away all these things - correct. They are right. Tyler is right. Floyd is right. Kimmage, Walsh, Betsy, RaceRadio - they are all right. They say he doped because he DID dope. They know what he knows and he knows what they know.
I find all of this utterly deflating. I don't like to see wrongdoing go unpunished. But that's what all of this boils down to. He's not going face sanction and that's wrong because he did those things. He has permanently tarnished cycling as a professional sport for me.
It's interesting that we have another Olympics in my home city this year. Sport would do well to look to the last Games held in London, because if pro cycling is sport, I'd rather my son goes on to learn the violin.
Watching this spectacle and Bjarn Riis tonight - frankly pro cycling is not exactly living up to the higher ideals sport is supposed to aspire to. I will wonder why I keep watching cycling for a while then one day realise I haven't watched cycling in years.