Glenn_Wilson said:
You've said sorry / apologized and talked since whenever or whatever date. That is good for you as you're the one who has to live with the decisions made. Not that it matters what the fans think but good for you for finally making the tough decision to come clean.
What do you tell all of your peers back in the 90's that did not dope but got pummeled by you guys that did? Anything to say to them?
More like the USA doped cycling teams were just on the bikes riding and living the dream. Why should they care 2 cents about the consequences of their actions. The one who did not dope,,,,,well they are just dumb rubes right.
Ooops soooooo sorry to all the rubes out in the USA amateur cycling scene that that did not dope. We pulled a scam and conn on all you rubes.
But since all that is old news lets move on to clean cycling.
What I know is this:
In my generation, the guys who were winning medals at Junior National/World championships at 14-17 years old, long before doping ever entered their mind, were the same guys who were of a high enough calibre to race in Europe and be selected by pro teams to race pro, and henceforth be introduced to doping, as was par for the course in Europe at that time. I can think of one guy who was good enough, but chose to opt out of doping: Darren Baker. And, yeah, he deserves an apology.
I'll give you an example, in 1993, I finished 2nd GC, won TT stage in the Vuelta Venezuela. It was packed with Colombians and Venezuelan riders who went on to successful pro careers. I was 19. At this point in my career my only doping was drinking way too much Joe Weider weight gainer and having really bad gas. This result got me a contract in Europe, which by the end of 1996 had me choosing to dope. But doping did not get me to the contract.
I also won Tour of the Gila, with 1 teammate, in 1995, against all the best US pro guys, dope free. And the moment I went back to Europe, I went from winner to 124th place. Same form, same fitness.
I see this all the time, amateurs that dope thinking it's "the way" to get into the pros. One, most good DS's can spot a super-fast donkey from a mile away. Two, even when they sneak into a pro team, going from a non bio-passport monitored doping regime (full gas) to having a constant stream of blood tests, slows them down a lot. A lot. Usually it ends up in tears - a year or two in the pros and goodbye. In some ways, I was lucky, EPO had not quite hit the scene when I was amateur (1992-1993).
If you can do 6.0 w/kg and you get you *** handed to you by guys doing 6.6, then blame doping and ask for a damn apology. But what I hear a lot of these days are guys who, 10-15 years ago, could do 5.2 w/kg, complaining they were robbed. 5.2 + massive doping = 5.7.
So, do I owe an apology to Darren Baker? Yes. He was a 6.0 athlete. He finished in the top 50 of Tour de Suisse in 1996, clean. Which is an unbelievable feat and would put him in the top 10 of the Tour de France, if he doped. He was cheated by me and others.
Hope this lends a bit of perspective.
btw - funny quote from the guy who beat me at Vuelta Venezuela at a race in 1996. He was on a big Italian team and we recognized each other at Volta Catalunya. He said "Everyone back home thought I was doping when I won the Tour of Venezuela, but I wasn't. Now, nobody back in Venezuela thinks I dope, because i don't win anymore, but I dope myself every day of every race."