The Hitch said:
Your an intelligent chap Moondance, so surely your not living under any illusions that many of your favourite riders must be doping too, right?
But you are ok with them. But when Voeckler starts performing you say you feel very sad because the tour is over for you.
Is it because you never had much hope in your other favourite riders but had a lot of hope in Voeckler. a kind of nixon, "if ive lost Voeckler ive lost cycling" attitude?
Of course I'm not under any illusion that some other riders whom I count as favorites are also doping. Robert Gesink could very easily be one of those, and I would certainly say that events in recent weeks have markedly raised my suspicions of him.
However, while I do not discount the possibility of my favorite riders being doped up, I so desperately want them not to be. I would rather have fewer wins, and have those few be precious by a clean rider who I favour, than a string of wins which I cannot trust were won without the help of some type of doping. And it is my sincere hope and belief, based for the moment on a preponderance of the evidence, that Gesink is clean.
There are plenty of riders who are dirty, and who gets long strings of wins, and that is, to a certain extent, acceptable. If I wanted a 'clean' sport to love I should've moved on years ago. But what I do need is a clean hero or two, in whom I can truly believe, and Voeckler was one of those.
Until today I could also believe that Voeckler was one of those clean heroes. My love for him was often silent, I did not always trumpet my admiration, nor laud his growing list of achievements. However, certainly you will remember my exuberance when he snatched that out-of-nowhere win in Canada last year. He was the little engine that could be clean, and get wins of ever increasing quality. But his remarkable performance today was too much for me... As I have said above, I can no longer believe, in Chouchou at least. And that was a very painful moment for me.
Maybe it was the straw that broke the camel's back as you say, and that now I can longer derive pleasure from this great but troubled sport I have loved for most of my life. Maybe I just need to calm down, batten down the hatches, and tough this period out. Maybe if Gesink comes back in a month or two and snatches a win here or there it will cheer me up again; and my faith will be restored... Until Gesink's seemingly inevitable positive at least. Whether my love of this sport could survive that moment remains to be seen. I seriously doubt it.
My mood is down, no two ways about it. You should be one of those people capable of analysing my new sig at any rate. Comparing myself to the Prince of Denmark is something not out of character
