joe_papp said:
I don't really see why you think it's cute to imply failure of the doping because I didn't suddenly become capable of racing in the Tour. It's rather simple, actually, and to mock the "result" of doping on my results is to engage in petty personal attacks that make me think you're more interested in snark than fact.
Obviously the doping products worked because they allowed me to become competitive and finish top-20 overall in UCI stage race(s) that previously I'd only been able to win stages in - even if they were 2.2 and not (GT) or 2.HC. The most profound effects were causing radical reduction in overall body mass (both fat and lean mass) w/o a corresponding/equal decrease in muscular strength/power; enhancing aerobic capacity; and improving recovery.
If a rider with greater natural aerobic capacity than I possessed used doping as I did - Christian Vande Velde, for example (simply an example and not an accusation) - it wouldn't be unreasonable to expect to see them finish high-up overall in the Tour. Likewise, if I had their natural talent to begin with, it might've been me transforming myself from a pursuiter to mtn. domestique to Tour "contender."
First, thanks for writing.
But what made me critisizing you is the fact that more than 100 products are an incredible amount (if you count like EPO Nr 1, HGH 2, Cortisone 3, and so on, instead of counting maybe EPO NeoRecormon 1, EPO Eprex 2, ...).
You seem to be a rather intelligent pro, so why did you do that after seeing that this products won´t take you to world class level? Your results haven´t been bad, but the money you had to spend on this mass of products could possibly have been more than the prize money and contracts they brought you.
I for myself just am cycling fan and fascinated by this sports also because it has become so unpopular in public due to the widespread use of PEDs. I have used Testosterone Enanthat (in the U.S., the guys rather take Cypionate, as far as I know) and thyroid hormones T3 and T4 for bodybuilding reasons, I started aged 22, and now, four years later, my endogenous production of both hormones is low, so I have to take Testogel for the rest of life (which is not a problem) and continue small doses of T3 and T4. If it had been cheaper, I surely would have used HGH, too.
So I´ve seen that taking hormones will lead to the situation that it will never be the same as it was before (even though I used Tamoxifen after the Testo cycles).
I don´t even want to critizise you too much, because I imagine it´s much worse for you, when you took many different hormones. But like I knew what I was doing, you probably also did know.
It was just the number of 100 which made me wonder. You now could argue that I didn´t get any money for what I was doing, whereas you did improve income.
I actually don´t regret having taken anything, and it hasn´t made me an enemy of PEDs. The experiences I´ve had were worth it, and after difficult months (low hormone levels), I can handle the long-term consequences.
As a cycling fan, however, I like
a) the riders who have taken something for years, who have been quiet, didn´t speak about this issue neither asked nor non-asked, and just do their job in which PEDs are rule, no exception (and when caught, admit to it, stop cycling and don´t speak about anything)
and b) the riders who never have taken anything.