knewcleardaze said:
They are considering letting you go?
companies in the process of going tits up.. declared bancrupcy this evening..
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/business/8332813.stm
to be honest, its a blessing in disguise... working too hard, taking my job too seriously, battling and fighting when i knew they where screwing the business up was what put me off work sick to start with (ive been off 8 months), in that 8 months the support has been, well, my regional manager has been ok, but head office have been crap.. they even managed to tell me one month AFTER my sick pay ran out that it was run out.. im 90% back in the land of the living, starting to work on the lifestyle changes, slowing down, more patience, more rest etc, and starting to think about returning to work, and to be honest, the wife doesnt want me back there, my doctor doesnt want me back there, the only one who wanted to go back was me, to get, some sort of full circle, closure type of thing..
probably, the company going to the wall, redundancy and a fresh start in the new year could be the best thing for my health and happiness... so in a way, yeh, im kinda glad..
stressed to **** today, first hint of anxiety for three weeks, probably be stressed to **** tommoro with all the conferance calls we have, but in the long run.. probably the best thing to happen...
will no doubt have to apply to the government for bankruptcy money, but hey, ten years under my belt, that will pay for roubaix in the spring and paris next summer, and even better, christmas with the family.. ive worked every christmas eve, every new years eve and most boxing days for ten years..
stuff happens for a reason...